默默

改怎么去面对，
不敢于往前一步
只想好好的待在你身边。
习惯了跟随你的脚步、你的旋律
你的一举一动、一言一语。
超过了友情却不到爱情。
你的好与坏都看见了
却不知不觉的喜欢你的全部
在没得到她的允许之下，你走进了她的世界
愿意和你分享每一天的快乐和悲伤
默默地守护在你身旁


Black pepper udon?!

Hahaha  stay at house these two days is really fun,addicted to cook...today dinner time also I cooked!my family wanna eat black pepper udon,so I decided to cook it tonight as tmr I will start busy,hahaha  afternoon time quickly go buy the black pepper sauce tat my aunt say very nice wif my mum~
den back to home start to cook,hahaha  luckily got my mum assist me~
Turn up gd taste also!wow!
Hope one day I got chance to cook to my lovely~幸福的味道

Monday-cooking day~

Woohoo~A new week start on Monday,got a very gd feeling to cook~hahaha  Spaghetti my flavorite food and also my speciality dishes~so I used around two hours to cook,coz I really put my 100% effort and love while cooking~
Cooked carbonara sos and the tomato sos,damn nice...hehehe my mushroom soup also special de lo~ahahaha
Den out wif mum,go buy something...now a days,my mum damn cute,can't stop laughing when talk to her  # like a kid ah~
Tat's my day~waiting for Wednesday to come...hahaha 

365+1=busy day~

Pass one week again~lol...after tge two days of rest,I'm started to busy again~jus can rest well on the last two days den start frm Wednesday go college again to attend my STACT Club meeting!  it's really had a great time in every meeting...coz we will had a lot of fun,laughter and enjoy every moment we being together  although the 1st training we didn't did well but we sure can improve and to become the best!  hahaha~so all the best for us ba~it's really gd to hav ppl to sharing and caring 
Thursday,woke up early in the morning and being called up to promote the upcoming events our art of living master is coming Malaysia to hav a public talk,so we gonna promote it and sell the tickets!I think it has been a few months I din work out wif my aol group!hahaha 
Den at the night time hang out wif Raymond again,we did proposal together in a very gd environment-Setia Alam Starbucks!hahaha well,is a gd place and to let us got the feel to redo again our proposal and brainstorm together 
Friday,went college again...is also for STACT!we went there and learn dance!wow,it's really awesome,guess wat I think we had learn about 10++ song!hahaha I really like to be wif tis motivation group coz we always lead to be motivate other members...hahaha
Saturday,working day again~had changed to a new environment place to work-NSK!wat a sucks place,seriously damn dirty and smelly,u will faint if u went to the store room!my goodness,the 1st time I went there give me a really bad impression but no choice ba,coz they got a lot of ppl so I hav to promote YAKULT at there,so everyone who wanna buy YAKULT can jus buy frm me hahaha~
Sunday,which means today is jus as Saturday working day,but today my sales is better den yesterday more~hahaha...gonna hit the targets and get more commission,so gambateh!!!

我的下一站。幸福呢？

夜深了，却很有一种灵感想要分享 
不知不觉中就快要到19 岁啦！哈哈 说老不老，年轻不年轻。因为如果在你的生命里，你只可以活到30岁那么你的19岁就算老了！如果你可以活到80岁以上那么你的19岁就还算年轻啦~呵呵 我知道很废啦！
就快要迎接19岁的我真不知道接下来或未来会发生什么事，但愿一切顺利就好。对于未来，我抱着一种希望与渴望！我的幸福啊，你何时会来敲我门呢？到底该在哪一站下车！唯有等着哪个他的出现才是我对的人 哈哈~加油吧！笑着看明天！

休闲啊~ 

終於可以稍微休息了，哈哈 开心~
假期到现在，其实自己也没有真真好好地休息过。唯有这两天，有这个机会可以让身体、心灵、头脑休息个够！哈哈 一觉谁到自然醒！真的好舒服喔。原来忙了一阵子，放慢一下脚步偶尔来个休息，还蛮不错的喔！嘻嘻
休息够了，再来冲刺！
两天的休息希望可以换来五天的精力
明天又要开始冲了！！！希望一切顺利~加油！

累。充实

哈咯，很快的一个星期又这样过去啦！可以说很累，我的累应该是已经到了最顶位变成麻木了。呵呵  有时候甚至自己在做些什么，自己也不清楚也不晓得了！我妈每天都说＂你呀，每天都把自己搞得怎么累，又吃睡，整个脸色都变了。＂她每天都在碎碎念着我，说我不会照顾自己。其实我知道他们真的很担心我、关心我的健康，我知道的，心里收到了。那股爱才是我要的动力，因为有我就不能停止对社会的服务。从小到大，我的理念都没变。可他们每天都会说，我不会照顾自己如何去帮助别人。哎哟，我就是做好准备了，照顾好了才会去帮助的。我这一小小的力量其实也不算什么啊。哈哈哈  大家能够感受到这人间的爱才算是伟大！
这个星期一到日都在忙耶~请看我的行程表就知道了！
星期一~和 Raymond 一起讨论proposal
星期二~工作面试在吉隆坡
星期三~YES! 被邀请出席一个交流会，然后赶去学校开会
星期四~帮妈妈准备火锅夜，做proposal
星期五~Job Training (Yakult),赶去见我最亲爱的Helen老师聚会一起吃晚餐
星期六~Community Service 1st training(STACT CLUB),一起學跳團康、舞，在一起的感覺真好玩！然后开始我第一天的工作 part time promoter 
星期天~作工！
所以现在的我已经是超级无敌大忙人！
可以說是累得充實！

忙碌中的我~

本來應該屬於輕鬆、沒事做、無聊的假期，但一切出乎意料！匆匆忙忙中過了兩個星期的假期，真是太不可思议！
這兩個星期的行程都是滿滿的，就連我媽都覚得我好像在做什麼大生意。每個晚上不到一兩點都不睡！身體也要開始亮紅燈了，老毛病又發作！我這個人啊，就是這樣了！硬要做到最頂，爬到最高，真的手腳無力了才愿意停下來歇歇。真不好的壞習慣 不好學哦！
沒法啦，現在又要忙 YES! Club,Stact Club,应酬朋友,開會,做 proposal,做影片,還有陪家人的時間不能少。接下來，還要去應徵，做兼職。有得忙咯！哈哈

~Happy Holiday~

Oh yeah!!!Finally final is final!!!!!wow 
Can fly like a G6~hahahaha 
Yea,I noe I'm crazy but I am too high~today is the last paper for our Final exam,tat's English~not so nervous and can relax a bit edi...
Not like business management stress all the way,somemore my neck strain coz sleep not well...sigh~but everything's over!!!
Maybe is a gd things for me la coz tis times I really become serious edi,wan to aim high marks ma...therefore,went to group study everyday wif the guys b4 the exam...hahahaha  well,i'm happy tat our hard work paid off...at least I can answer all the question in business paper,but right or wrong I not sure la~and we help each other b4 the exam...
Today 8am start my exam but I 5mins late,anyway still got the time to do,the day b4 today we already plan where to celebrate after the final!and was so excited to the celebration,hahaha 
After exam went to Sunway sing k wif the group of ppl...woohoo~
Is my time!!!so happy enjoy and had a great time wif my classmates!I love them so much 
After sing k den go movie again,really damn yeng lo,and they plan to eat steamboat together also but so sry I couldn't join,maybe next time
Anyhow,wanna thx guys make my day a wonderful day

It is Sunday!!!

Sunday morning woke up den study again,yesterday slept at 2am but still can woke up at 10am...lol...
I can feel the stress when my final is coming...coz I jus wanna archive my goals!!!
My friend keep on tease me,told me dunnid study like mad,am I?!maybe~
but when the result out I will feel happy coz at least I got study and put a lot of my effort!!! 
Well,then went to kuchai lama wif my family to hav our brunch!
Come back study again...and suddenly my dog barked,I went to check out!!!
Found out it's a SNAKE!!!!
Totally freak me out,I dunno wat to do,scream all the way and wake my bro up,but my bro also cannot do anything,I call my neighbor uncle to help is kill it...
And den everything's settle down,wat a gd experience again...lol...

Final is coming!!!

Tis week jus finish all the presentation and we gonna prepared for our final exam on next week!
Stress up man!!!but luckily got some friend acc me to study 
Went to college yesterday although there's no class...coz I had date wif my fren to hav a group study!
Well,on the way to college,there's some "gd experience" happen to me...after I had pass through the Alam Impian tol...a Honda city car wif an old man started to stared and laugh at me,I guess he wanna challenge me to race car...he speed in front of me and pass by my car...he keep on tease me and show me 
Alright,here I'm to say challenge accepted,I race wif him all the way at Kesas highway...wow,is jus awesome coz never speed for long time,den I win him,coz I drive at the fast lane!hahaha 
Till we reach at the subang bridge there,he pass through my car and den  for me...I laughed at him!!!damn stupid 
Who noe he supposed to turn up to the Sunway bridge there but he show me as he wanted my phone number,den he followed me till SS 15...
I was like shit man!!!tis time I had been followed by tis old man,maybe he's a metamorphosis...who noe?!
I drive and so jam at ss15,I call my friend to help me,coz he jus stay nearby and also waiting for me...he told me not to parking 1st,I keep on drive around and around try to keep away frm the car...and den my friend come n save me the car disappear and luckily got my friend acc me,at least not too scared edi~lol...
Den went to lunch and den study!!!
After study turn up watch movie,we watch the stupid and the most boring movie,had paid RM13 to scared urself watch ghost movie,but not scary at all...lol...the 1st time I watch till the half den leave the cinema...anyway had a lot of fun wif the guys 
Now concentrate on study 1st!after tat we gotta plan again to hav fun!!!

Bad Day 

我相信再怎麼樂觀或開朗的人也總藏不住心中的悲哀
有時候真的很不喜歡自己故作堅強的一面！是的，有時候隱藏自己悲傷的一面是因為不想讓身邊的人擔心！我的性格就是這樣啊！只想和身邊的人分享我的快樂而不是分擔我的憂慮！
這幾天的心情都很复雑！我不知怎麼說！就是發生很多不愉快的事！有時候，我眞的試着忍氣吞聲，只為了不想讓大家再添加更多的爭執！算了吧！我的痛楚沒人會明白！
但很感恩我那班朋友，在我不開心的時候，你們似乎能感應到。因為你們平時一起哈巴拉，讓我的心填份喜悅！
調皮的一班真的很愛你們！
對了前天，發現我的寶貝車被撞！恨死那個不負責任的人，撞了我的車逃跑！上天一定會惩罚你！好哀啊！！